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If I count today, it's probably been 3 days since I've written on Writizzy. I don't know, partly because I don't have much to say, partly because I overslept. I've also stopped updating my blog status on social media platforms. I think it's unnecessary, because I write for myself first.

The feeling of missing something is really uncomfortable. But I know I am nothing compared to my lover right now. She is trying to fight her illness. I know I should not fall down now, I should not neglect everything, be a solid support for her.

There really isn't much to tell today. It's pretty bland. I woke up in the morning and still made a cup of coffee to go to work as usual. Nothing new. Just a feeling of lack. Missing the person I love. My lover's illness is better than before. It's acceptable that my lover has depression. She has never had it or had any signs before. Before, she was a very cheerful, positive person, she made my day very lively. Now she is at home and being taken care of by her family. I really miss her. I just hope everything will be back to normal, okay. So she can continue with her work.

I don't know what to say. Today was a really bad day. Not for me, but for my girlfriend. I was getting ready to go to work when her condition worsened, I had to take her to the hospital.

Today is the day of the TOEIC test. Actually, I'm mentally preparing to take the test again next January, because I think I won't pass anyway. I waited quite a long time in the exam room. About an hour after I got there, it started. Everything was quite professional, there's nothing to complain about. But I really regret not spending a few hundred thousand more to switch to the computer test. The paper test is fine, but I don't know the results right after the test, so now I have to wait 10 days for the test results. To know if I failed or passed so I can register for the test again.

This morning I woke up quite early, at 6am to prepare everything to go for the military service examination. I went with my brothers who have been friends since childhood, it's been a long time since I had the chance to go together. One guy lives in Saigon, the other works in a place far from home. I study and work in Da Nang.

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How was your day, my day was shit !